The Consultation

Today is moving minute by minute and has been the most difficult and most beautiful day of my life.

My sweetheart has declined to critical condition to the point of life support. Dr. K told me Amos is in the process of dying and Bishop Elwood gave him a blessing before he was sedated that released him in God’s timing.

At this point, there is no medical solution for the multiple organ failures in his body and the only consultation we are seeking is that of the Savior who with the Father created our bodies and knows how to heal them. This picture captures my feelings today. I trust God’s will and timing and I have personally been comforted through this day.

Evie Clair is about to go live on the East Coast. Everything they have prepared for her is so beautiful and I can’t wait for you all to see it tonight. Thank you for your constant support and your unwavering faith through his incredible journey.

During this process Amos filmed a section of video where he says he isn’t afraid of dying but only afraid of not being there to see his children accomplish their goals. I feel he wants me here tonight for our beautiful daughter. We are both so happy to see her fill the world with light.